HEE. i've been neglecting you, my dear blog xp
but now,
As ARE OVER!! yayyy (:
and i thank God for carrying me through the whole month or so of exams (:
it's all in your hands now Lord.
i seriously am tempted to just neglect this blog for livejournal.
but i like my this skinn leh.
and i am really really lazy to do up my lj blog =p
ahh well.
decisions decisions.
oh go watch CASINO ROYALE!!
it's really really good (:
and eva longoria is hot!
and it was really worth watching the 2.5 hr movie for just $6.50 today (:
love, huili.
Friday, October 13, 2006
7:47 PM
last official day of school today.
=(((
says it all.
and yes, ironically,our last day coincides with open house.
SAT subj tests tmr.
SCREWED.
it's like the more i do, the more i realise i haven't learnt.
and the more screwed you feel.
AHH.
go awyong we can do it! (:
i feel like blogging this whole looooong entry about my two years in hwachong.
but no, i better go do more SAT tests.
after prom then.
ahhhh.
these two years have really flown by =(
oh booo overwhelming feelings of sadness.
this week has been a rollercoaster.
but somehow i'll emerge with a smile (:
haha and it helps that my cousin's wedding this sunday is at SENTOSAAAA!
wheeee!i hope i can fit kailing's dresses (:
ahh. what a disjointed post.
and i didn't even blog about what i really wanted to say.
love, huili.
Sunday, October 08, 2006
4:31 PM
today during service i was reminded of something.
the rainbow.
and how it is the sign of the covenant God made with man.
initiated unilaterally.
the promise that He will never again make use of a flood to wipe out the earth.
and so rainbows mean a whole different thing to me now.
thank you God for the beautiful rainbows
that appear after the rain
which remind that you are always there (:
anw yesterday was pw outing!
everyone was late. except me of course.
haha but i was shopping xp
got huiling a cake ((:
yayy she liked it (:
mms. but before going to eat,
we went to take neoprints! (:
haha. had a blast thinking of poses =p
FUNFUNFUN!
i like it that HI138 is so spontaneous! (:
and so we were making quite abit of noise,
especially when we were decorating the neos xp
then we went to vill'age.
hmm. marche had better food =x
but oh wells.
there were cute waiters!
at least according to yaoz.
HEE. he was swooning over 2 waiters =x
the first one was really not bad lah.
and huiling liked the second one so.. HAHA!
yayyy. had chicken with mashed potatoes and a lovely drink called apple blast!
it's actually sparkling juice (:
i thought the way the made it was way cool (:
but the suan mei inside was really suan.
couldn't eat it.
yaoz's apple+pineapple+mint+lime concoction was.. interesting.
huiling had orange grenade!grenadine xp
clement had the lime one. forgot it's name though.
mms. butbutbut!
we had CHOCOLATE FONDUE(:
yayy and we managed to change the bananas (which i so loathe with a passion) to strawberries!
thank you yaozhen for persuading the lady to change it for us (:
and im glad we dint replace the brownies! they were heavenly (:
pity the mangoes weren't ripe though.
but i still LOVED the CHOCOLATE FONDUE (:
before.
after! we cleaned the plate (:
us with the fondue. yaozhen's fav waiter took this =p
and so i had a great time with HI138, like i always do (:
and i really thank God for giving me such a fantastic bunch of people to work with.
for the best pw group ever (:
love, huili.
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
7:27 PM
sometimes God sends people into your life.
to wake you up.
to direct you on the right path.
this is perhaps one of those times.
what you told me, really woke me up.
made me realise that what i'm doing really is not right.
but you probably don't realise the impact your words made on me.
cos well, they were directed at another person, for another person.
but they spoke to me loud and clear.
loud and clear.
but i just don't have the faith.
i don't know why but i just can't trust.
i don't want to do what i have to do.
i'm scared.
i know that "with God, anything is possible"
and that "i can do all things through Christ who strengtheneth me"
but why why why cant i just really trust?
why can't i let God work out His will in me?
why am i so willfully sinning?
why?
just force me to stop, someone.
force me to stop sinning.
force me to give it up.
force me to trust that God will bring to past something better.
and if i blame you now,
know that i'll thank you one day.
and so you ask me to encourage her.
to pray for her.
but it's really hard for me.
when i'm doing the same thing.
when i'm probably going to fall in the same trap.
when i'm going to face the same situation.
in which i'll probably sin.
why am i so weak?
so weak in faith, in spirit.
and so i don't think i can encourage her just yet.
don't think i can pray for her just yet.
until i get myself out of my own mess.
if not i'll just sound so hypocritical.
i'll be the biggest hypocrite alive.
i'll be hypocritical in prayer!
hypocritical before God!
i'm really scared.
what am i getting myself into.
oh Lord, do not desert me please.
love, huili.
Thursday, September 28, 2006
12:04 PM
i'm much better already.
thank you everyone (:
why is no one online nowadays?
has everyone started mugging already for As?
-freaks out-
ok this is going to be such a random post
since i have nothing to say anyway.
i'm listening to the news now!
in german nonetheless.
and i don't really understand much.
whyyy did i quit german =(
mrs lim's house later!
i hope we have as much fun as we did on class day
and not end up stoning or anything
but i still do not want to swim.
devil wears prada is a good show (:
it is NOT a chick flick.
yayyy. thankyou jaey for watching it with me! (:
i wonder why i've lost an interest in shopping.
is that a good thing?
i've just been feeling ultra SIAN these few days
[awyong would know]
argh.
can someone just fill up all my us uni applications for me
and study for SAT2 for me
i refuse to touch my books so quickly after prelims!
ahh. enough of putting of doing bio.
i shall be a good girl and do my revision lecture questions.
oh my goodness i'm seriously feeling immensely SIANNN.
-.-"
love, huili.
Saturday, September 23, 2006
11:55 AM
ARGH.
someone save me.
i cant breathe!
through my nose at least.
cos its all clogged up.
and it gives me a throbbing headache.
stupid virus/bacteria whatever GO AWAY!
i still have to study for chem s!
RAWRRR.
and so i've been downing vit c pills in the hope of curing myself by natural means.
don't like to resort to medicine unless i absolutely have to.
its sth my parents influenced me lah.
like if u cure ur own illness not by taking medicine,
you're building up ur own immune system.
rawr.
and so i wasnt able to enjoy my popo's bday dinner last night (the food at least)
or shopping with the girls yesterday
WHILE THE VERY SINCERE GUYS PLAYED POOL -.-
oh but my popo had a very cute bday cake!
okay she had 2.
one durian cake which someone made.
the other was a cake of a majong set!
HAHA so cute!
i took a pic of it (:
and my popo was like going to cry when we sang her a birthday song!
she was laughing and crying.
think she was just overwhelmed by the situation - her whole family celebrating her birthday for her (:
and i tell you my extended families are super LARGE lah.
like yesterday, we filled up 8 tables! just my mom's side of the family.
and not even 100% attendance -.-
okie i think i shld find sth to eat cos i havent eaten today yet.
and i shld start studying for chem s.
headache, please go awayyyy.
love, huili.
princess*
huili
seventeen
29th Nov
hcjc.nygh.phpps
pink.orange.yellow.green
dolphins.meerkats
wishingforyouonafallingstar*
brand new wadrobe (HAH!)
shades
gold charles&keith heels
esprit cargo pants
mango basic tops
*HUGS* TOTAL!
give huili more
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