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you make me
high
drunk
INTOXICATED
***
Monday, July 18, 2005
10:17 PM
just received terrible news. as in it's terrible cos well, it's terrible. i just can't believe how immature people can get. i mean, if you can't handle a breakup, don't even start the relationship! cos i mean, the relationship more often than not has a super high chance of ending up in one. yeah. and you don't have to go all depressed and upset after the breakup. it's been what... at least 5 months? and you're still not over it? all i have to say is, move on with life lah. get this in your head: it's OVER! and there's nothing you can do about it. i know it's harsh, but ain't that what life is? sigh*. i pity you. i pity your low self esteem, your inability to pick yourself up and move on. you've really gotta be stronger than this if you want to survive in this world. and i really wish you'll stop irritating my friend. stop STALKING her! my goodness. the way you handle it, it's so childish, i don't know what to say. i think your relationship was wrong from the start. it was all a mistake.
if you didn't utd the above paragraph, don't bother. it just means it's not meant for you. anw, the next few weeks are gonna be crap lar. i pray for strength to survive, to come out alive and healthy at the end of the month. lol. maybe early aug. sigh* i don't want to go into depressing stuff here so...
just sth to think about. why is it when i go thru a certain experience then i immediately haf inspiration to blog. but when i come home, sit down at the comp and start to blog, i don't know what to say? it's like.. words fail me. i don't know la. oh yes, one thing
i can really truly say with conviction that ignorance is bliss. like seriously. so many times, how much i wish i was ignorant of so many things around me. that would have made me less confused, less.. i dunno. less lost. yeah. like now. i wish that i didn't know. i mean now that i know, i don't know what to feel. i know all of you are looking at me, wondering how i'll react. but seriously, i'm over it. and i don't appreciate pple scrutinizing my every move, trying to catch me doing sth tt mite betray my feelings. i really truly do feel sad you know, i'm not in the least gloating. i do wish none of this happened. but now that it has, i pray God will give you both strength. it's not gonna be easy, no one said it was gonna be. but " I can do all things through Christ who strengtheneth me" - Phil 4:13 ((: yupp. so take heart in that.
oh yes, and on a really happy note,
JOSH AND WEI'ER ARE ENGAGED!!!
like congrats man. i'm really glad for the both of you. but wow. it amazes me how pple are so willing to get engaged at 20. wow. wow. wow.
yupp. that was happy news ((:
love, huili.
princess*
huili
seventeen
29th Nov
hcjc.nygh.phpps
pink.orange.yellow.green
dolphins.meerkats
wishingforyouonafallingstar*
brand new wadrobe (HAH!)
shades
gold charles&keith heels
esprit cargo pants
mango basic tops
*HUGS* TOTAL!
give huili more
*HUGS*
Get hugs of your
own
