so.. i screwed it all up. whatever. i was feeling depressed and SUPER disappointed with myself. i don't expect to pass, much as i wish to. anw, don't talk to me about it yar? don't ask. cos i'll just cry. like what i almost did when my piano teacher and my mummy and daddy asked. okay. i did. but yeah. don't ask.
feeling absolutely stressed up these days. sometime, i regret joining taiwan immersion programme. cos i'm so lagging in my studies. and i haven't even gotten my material for eom. i feel totally SCREWED. but i still have to put on a smile for my taiwanese friend. speaking of her, she's really sweet. just that sometimes there's this communication breakdown. but she's fun. and we were gossiping about this guy during the dinner yesterday. so yes, there are times when i regret cos i really can't get any homework done at all. but when i hang out with the rest of the tip pple... well, it's just so much fun. it's like the rainbow in my life now. we laugh and joke and squeal and get high together. i'll miss them when they leave =(
just wanna say a few things here:
i love kailing cos she's been so helpful with my taiwan friend. and she's also always there for me ((:
*hugs also to awyong, felicia, justine, huiyi and my dear garbage for yesterday.*hugs to zhunian dearie, kailing, fel, my dear junru, huiling, yahting, liangcheng, clement and of course dearest jema for encouragement for piano exam. thanks guys, it really helped.
i'm glad i know isa abit better now, since she shared that sun. love you girl.
i'm glad i've found a friend in annie ((: *hugs.
even though i get down and depressed like now, friends always make my day. thank you for being my friend.
she felt terrible inside. miserable with herself. all depressed. all disappointed. but she saw the smses, the tags and she dried her tears. then she smiled. she had to be brave for her friends. she could not dissapoint the faith they had in her. and most of all, she had her God to rely on. thank you Lord.
