you make me
high
drunk
INTOXICATED
***
Friday, August 19, 2005
7:20 PM
i'm so screwed. haven't caught up with all the tutorials.. and then WHAM! it's promos in 5 weeks. oh man. oh man. oh man. i felt so... so utterly screwed that i cried during chem when ms liew told us it was brought forward. i really didn't know. i'm such a loser lar. but i seriously wanna do well. i need to get my s papers cos i need to get a scholarship cos my parents can't possibly send 4 of us to university without any financial help. so i need the scholarship not only cos i wanna go overseas (that's the more selfish reason), but cos my parents just can't afford me not to. sigh* i've said it once and i'll say it again. i hate the stupid education system in singapore. stupid stupid stupid.
have been extremely hyper in school these days. to relieve stress. or else, i'll go crazy. i really will. so huili will continue to be hyper hyper HYPER until promos are over. please excuse her craziness. huili loves her dear garbage for being hyper with her, and for being there when she needed her. *hugs ruowei! ((: original garbage! version1.0
i shall start typing in 3rd person. it's easier. huili is proud of her eom! ((: that means she has less work to do and she's thankful for that. huili shall stop talking about her studies and start talking about people! because.. she needs to forget about studies for a while.
huili loves:
her God. papa. mama. huishi. huiqi. huiyi. her dear cousins: weilong kor and john and vania. her bestest friends: amy and lydia and jemima. her goodiest friends: isabel and claudia and kailing and ruowei and huiling and yahting and shuen and rachel. her diary who holds all her dearest memories. her funky friends in taiwan immersion like junru and joanne and yifang and sabrina. her dearest special friends overseas like laura and hope and celene and sarah and andrea and jessalyn and nick and josh.
huili misses:
her darling foureighters; sanbarhs! her own innocence and carefree days. her holidays in america and australia. the many many people she met there. esp you. she's glad you're doing so well in the basketball team ((: she's proud of you.
*somewhere over the rainbow. how long till then? i'm tired. i'm losing hope. losing strength.
i love you.
love, huili.
princess*
huili
seventeen
29th Nov
hcjc.nygh.phpps
pink.orange.yellow.green
dolphins.meerkats
wishingforyouonafallingstar*
brand new wadrobe (HAH!)
shades
gold charles&keith heels
esprit cargo pants
mango basic tops
*HUGS* TOTAL!
give huili more
*HUGS*
Get hugs of your
own