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you make me
high
drunk
INTOXICATED
***
Thursday, August 25, 2005
7:19 PM
Rom 8:28 - "And we know that all things work together for good, to them that love God, to them who are called according to his purpose." i'm desperately trying to see God's purpose in all these. it's so hard to. from my sinful, human point of view... i don't see how there can be any good that will come out of all these. maybe you say it'll unite the church abit despite the major controversy we're having now, but in my opinion.. this unity will last as long as ptr cheah does. call me cynical. call me pessimisstic. whatever. but i really don't see what good can come out of this. it's really really hard to see God's purpose in all this. why now? why this? why ptr cheah?
many many questions are running through my head. why dengue fever? why not just a flu? why? why? why? i don't know. i know it's terribly wrong to question God. i'm sorry. but i'm just in shock. grieved. pained.
poor poor auntie lee choo. mummy told me she was terribly confused, her mind was in a turmoil. i can't say i full understand how she feels, but it must be terrible. terribly horrible. she must be so drained physically, emotionally. i just hope not spiritually too.
dear Lord, please please please let ptr cheah recover. there's still alot of work unfinished in the church. there's this whole controversy that has yet to be settled. please Lord. we really need him. be especially near unto him Lord. be his guide. his comforter. his strength. grant him grace Lord. grace to accept your will whatever it be. grant him strength Lord, to go thru this trial in faith. also strengthen and comfort auntie lee choo Lord. be very near unto her. let her feel your peace Lord. let her know that You will always be with her even unto the end of the world. i pray for the church too Lord. i pray we will be a prayerful church, trusting and believing in you. forgive us if we have sinned by doubting your purpose in all these. by not believing, by not trusting. forgive us for the many evil thoughts we might have had. oh Lord, how sinful we are! be merciful and cleanse us from all this filthiness. help us to be right with You, Lord. help us to be supportive of our pastor and his wife. help us to learn to grieve with those who grieve, and to rejoice with those who rejoice. Lord, i really really pray you'll stretch out your healing hand and touch and heal ptr cheah. work a miracle Lord. work a miracle. But above all, may Your will alone be done, and may Your name be glorified. in Christ's most precious and holy name, Amen.
he has to get well. he has to. i can't imagine anyone else as my catechism teacher. sigh* i just hope i can still concentrate on studying for spa tmr. and concentrate on doing my spa.
i know i have sinned. cos this is a really sinful post. what with all my doubts and with not trusting wholeheartedly. forgive me Lord.
love, huili.
princess*
huili
seventeen
29th Nov
hcjc.nygh.phpps
pink.orange.yellow.green
dolphins.meerkats
wishingforyouonafallingstar*
brand new wadrobe (HAH!)
shades
gold charles&keith heels
esprit cargo pants
mango basic tops
*HUGS* TOTAL!
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*HUGS*
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