tantalize your senses*

Saturday, August 13, 2005
1:24 PM

sigh* the first part of the taiwan immersion program is over. so now it's back to reality - mugging, mugging, and more mugging. all my piled up homework. my long overdue eom. the stupid written report. bio spa. bio independent learning test. promos. argh! i wanna just run away from all these. someone kidnap me for the next 10 weeks. i'll let my clone take it. hopefully, my clone is smart. i'm such an escapist. such a dreamer. booo.

anw, i miss the taiwan people already!!! they were like soooooooo much fun! hwachong singaporeans + hwachong taiwanese = loads of fun!!! sigh* every single person made a difference. but it's a pity i dunno all their names yet. i mean, the taiwanese pple. don't know all their names. booooo. but anw, i wanna say thanks to: joanne, yifang, tiffany, sabrina, celeste, michelle, nancy, cindy, junru, wanzhen, liangcheng, alex, yokeyuan, yingli, stephen for caring when i was sick last sat during kbox. it made a difference... thanks ((: i really enjoyed the whole of the 2 weeks, even though felt quite stressed at times when i just saw my hw piling up. i love slacking in the music room (we were musing about our last words to the music room, and it really is sad that that was the last time we'll be there; you don't wanna know what my last words are), loved ponning lessons, loved going to the night safari, loved going to marina for bowling, arcade-ing, loved playing the diddididid game, playing squeeze-hand murderer, loved kbox though i didn't sing, loved esplande, loved singing, loved gossiping, loved the dinners, loved everything! woah. two weeks just flew past. so quickly. if you blinked, you would have missed it. but what a fulfilling two weeks! so rich with experiences, friendships, love. i'll remember these 2 weeks forever. needless to say, we all cried when it was time for them to go. so many tissues used up. 3 months is a long way ahead. and then, what would happen at the end of 3 months? i think i'll collapse from crying so hard then, cos it'll really be goodbye then. with no promise of when we'll meet again. ALL of us. as hwachong. =( argh. im such a sentimental fool.

so back to reality. realised i've grown super distant frm my class in the past 2 weeks. gotta catch up with them, catch up with all i've missed out. but at least i went for that sushi buffet ((: oh well. off now. actually i really had ALOT of things to say. but.. fei1 bi3 mo4 neng2 xing2 rong2. yar. sigh*

glad i've found a good friend in joanne. girl, i really wish things will work out for you yar? don't worry too much. it'll turn out fine. jia you jia you! and i'll be here for you ((: cheering you on ALL THE WAY! even though these kind of things don't usually work out, but if you put in the effort, i'm sure it will!

something i thought of in the bus. how apt.
locked. caged.
only you can free me.
you hold the key.
to my heart.
yet.
my heart is beating happily.
as if singing a song.
can this be... ?
ignore this lar. just realised how stupid it sounds. bah. so much for a lame attempt at poetry; abi! help!

love, huili.