you make me
high
drunk
INTOXICATED
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Thursday, September 01, 2005
10:12 PM
i have gone through these days not in sadness, but with a mood that's neutral. which is supposedly good cos it shows i've moved on. but guess what? it's just cos the full impact of the situation hasn't hit me. i'm still numb from the whole thing. the swiftness and suddeness of it all. hence, it's easy for me to forget it all during the day and even manage to be happy cos i've not accepted it. so to me, it's like a bad dream. and bad dreams don't come to you in the day. sigh* i really don't wanna know what it's going to feel like when the whole situation suddenly impacts me totally. i know i will definitely feel.. i don't want to know.
so. yesterday i went back to ny after teacher's day celebrations. it was good to be back. and all the old girls who came back were invited on stage aft the tchrs day celebrations to take photos. and we did shan ge ((: ahhhh. i felt so touched. i almost cried. we were like.. one big family. in the truest sense of the word. i felt so at home. met mrs dvs, mrs chua, chai lao shi, mr tan! ((: ahhhhh. i <3>
so. went out shopping with kailing dear after that. had a great time talking. like really talking. heart-to-heart. it felt great. like.. i could finally share so much with someone in hc. ((: went to eat at taka. shopped for earrings for siok!! hope she likes them. miss her loads. we went to coffee bean. drank coffee. mutilated the poor oreo cheesecake :P and i saw this BIG me-to-you bear which i totally fell in love with!! ahhhhh. i want it soooooo badly! but it's like 114 bucks? booo =( it has a t-shirt on and says "someone loves you..." on the front. then the back says "me." ((: awwwww. i wantttt!!! ((: oh and i saw the new giordano disney collection! ahhhh. love the plastic bag! and the tinkerbell tank top! ((: someone can get me the plastic bag!! ((: i'll be soooooo happy ((: wanted to buy karin's prezzie at mufc shop. but the shop's so disappointing now! =( i was so sad. sorry karin!
sigh* i don't know why everything comes to me at night. i must have too much time alone with my thoughts then.
annie is right. this world sucks. but God is good. all the time ((: thank you Lord.
love, huili.
princess*
huili
seventeen
29th Nov
hcjc.nygh.phpps
pink.orange.yellow.green
dolphins.meerkats
wishingforyouonafallingstar*
brand new wadrobe (HAH!)
shades
gold charles&keith heels
esprit cargo pants
mango basic tops
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