you make me
high
drunk
INTOXICATED
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Saturday, September 03, 2005
12:29 AM
actually i've got loads of things to say. but i'm too lazy and tired to put it all down here. and i realise i've been blogging too often. which is ironic cos promos are coming! so yeah. all i really wanna say is, i think God has been glorified even in the death of pastor. and so i'm thankful ((: and i'm glad that pastor is at least in heaven now, praising the Lord God, and not having to bother with the sinfulness and wickedness and sadness and perverseness of this world. he has been glorified! and is now praising God, which i believe, is far better than being here on this sinful earth. praise be to God! although i'm still missing him and not accepting it yet, but i'm sure that when i do, i'll feel relieved and happy.
learnt this during the memorial service today: that we should really number our days and take inventory of all the sins we've committed (oh, how uncountable!) and pray really hard for forgiveness. "Lord, teach me to number my days, that i may apply my heart unto wisdom".
reply tags:
yahting: yes. and thank God that we have that hope in our Lord Jesus Christ. so we die with a hope. not without hope ((: and thank God you can go to church more regularly now!
annie: you take care too. i know what you mean. sometimes, i prefer to indulge in agony too. but in the end, we have to pull ourselves tog, by the grace of God, and start being a shining light for Him in this world again ((: *hug. be strong.
garbie: thank you dear. you don't really need to say ath, cos i know garbie will be there for fellow garbie always ((:
fel: thanks. you're always this encouraging, and i'm thankful for everything, esp your sms-es ((: yeah. sadly the tatty bear is ex. and yes, gg up on stage with everyone taking photo as a whole just melted my heart ((: you jia you for promos too k? you can do it!
zhu: hey darling. i've missed hearing frm you! sorry i cldn't realli catch up wif you tt day. but i miss you loads too. and thanks for being such a great sis-in-christ. all the time. ((: it's much appreciated.
huiling: hey. i want heart-to-heart with you too! don't sound so sad k? the world is not collapsing! it's just you're losing your optimism! cheer up girl! *hugggg. i shall chen4 pw and talk more wif you k?
kailing: hahaha. i left you for the last. cos most special mar ((: you've always been there when i needed you. thanks ((: and yes. hinting to everyone who reads it! hhahahha. i really wantttt. *melts. yes. we must get the keychain soon. and what bout neos? ((:
whew* done. what alot of tags. but thanks everyone. it's good to know that there are frens out there who care for me. oh, and thanks celeste ((: i dunno if you'll read this but, thanks for praying for my pastor, and for being so encouraging ((: love you in Christ!
nothing can separate me from the love of Christ. ahhhh. what a comforting thought.
love, huili.
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brand new wadrobe (HAH!)
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gold charles&keith heels
esprit cargo pants
mango basic tops
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