you make me
high
drunk
INTOXICATED
***
Saturday, October 22, 2005
8:54 PM
so i won't give up,
no i won't break down,
sooner than it seems life turns around.
and i will be strong,
even when it all goes wrong.
when i'm standing in the dark
i'll still believe
that someone's watching over me.
just had dinner at the buijze's. bbq night ((: yumm. my sis almost fell into their pool playing ball. oh wells. didn't really enjoy myself. cos no one there i could really relate to. but it was good to get out of the house i guess.
everything's jumbled up in my head. in my heart. in my mind. i don't know what i'm thinking. don't know what i'm feeling. don't know what i should do. i just wanna run away frm all this. be a HERMIT. now that really appeals to me.
sigh* i don't even know what got me into this lousy mood. it's been a while since i cried. maybe i'm about to break down again soon. watch me.
argh. what is wrong with me.
i need someone i can really REALLY talk to; i wish you hadn't left for america yet.
love, huili.
princess*
huili
seventeen
29th Nov
hcjc.nygh.phpps
pink.orange.yellow.green
dolphins.meerkats
wishingforyouonafallingstar*
brand new wadrobe (HAH!)
shades
gold charles&keith heels
esprit cargo pants
mango basic tops
*HUGS* TOTAL!
give huili more
*HUGS*
Get hugs of your
own