tantalize your senses*

Friday, November 25, 2005
1:52 PM

bah. i want to lock my entries. some of them at least. maybe i'll switch to diary-x. but too much hassle. =( sigh. can blogger please have this feature?

i don't even know why i'm blogging lah. maybe just for the sake of blogging. but ohwells. lemme recall what i did this week. monday, went shopping with mummy and qi and yi and mummy spent liek 300 over on me =( was feeling realllyyyy guilty. but i got new contacts! ((: yayness. but i've got astigmatism =( so had to custom make my left contact. which is why it's like 200 over for 13 months. why has astig come back to plague me! grrr... yupp. so that's abt all i did on mon. tuesday, went for harmoc. horrors. it started at 9 and i woke up at 845! like woah. so in the end i reached at... hehe. 11. but at least i went! but it was just a nightmare lah. everyone was so pro and so enthu, and i think that was like my FIRST time playing a harmoc properly. sigh. so many things to learn. irritating. and the pieces are all super HARD. oh wells. but finally saw garbie!! haahaha. and we talked so much over lunch. lalalalala. i had fun garbie!

sidetrack: i love rainy rainy days. don't you just love the rain? call me weird but i just like melancholy, because it is usually on wet, rainy days that all my memories come flooding back to me. bittersweet memories. i like remembering the past. i wish sometimes i could relive some moments. i like dwelling on the past (which is bad, but, that's me). ahhhhh. melancholy is a lovely feeling. ok huili, you better stop. you're sounding weirder by the second.

anw, on wed i went out with zhu dear! ((: yayyy. finally met up with her!! and we went to changi airport cos we wanted to just sit down and talk and talk. ok, i was like... horribly late lah. sorry dear! but in the end we just sat at the viewing gallery and talked and talked and talked and talked. there was so much to catch up on, but it was really fun knowing what was going on in her life again. and i was really glad that we can talk like we used to. ((: *hugggg. i love you dear! oh, we were approached by this sales-lady. quite a traumatic experience. lol.

on thurs, yesterday. was supposed to go for harmoc. but... decided to stay home to do some homework if not i will really die. (i still think i'm gonna die anyway, how am i supposed to do all the bio revision i was planning to!?!) yeah then went for dance prac. and i met garbie dear again at the busstop! yayyy! thanks for the letter and peanutbutter choc girl! lovelovelove! so after her bus came, went for dance prac at lt3. but borrowed blazer first. so kewl! haahahha. oh and i found a tie in the pocket of my blazer on my way home, but i already borrowed a tie! so now i have 2 hc ties! grrr. but nv mind, the one i borrowed was already tied! yay. no need to learn how to tie a tie! hahahhaha ((: i can't wait to go to taiwan! but i'll prob have to do hwk then. =( save me. oh, and i just hafta complain about this! why must we wear blazer and longsleeve white blouse and COURT SHOES to the airport! like... oh man. this means i'll be in court shoes and longsleeve white blouse on the plane! how UNCOMFORTABLE. =(( boohoo. we can just go and sub the airstewardesses and go be airstewardesses ourselves and trick all the passengers that they're on hwachong airlines. argh. i don't want. i hate court shoes. they give me blisters.

anyway, going for shuen's musical later! can't wait. she says it's gonna be good. i hope so! gonna meet rachie earlier to get flowers for shuen. ((: anyway, hope the pple in india are doing ok! smsed fel ytd.. hope she saw the sms and showed it to the rest too! ((:

love, huili.