you make me
high
drunk
INTOXICATED
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Tuesday, January 10, 2006
12:01 AM
felt like blogging. but don't know what to blog about. angel-mortal game has started. but quite sian diao. not as enthu as in j1. sigh* but oh wells. must be enthu for sake of juniors. oh and juniors are really quite nice! and hahaha. let's not compare junior class guys and our class guys anymore. AHEM. hahahaha. first five days of school have been fun! i like our teachers this year. ((: they're full of humour and wit! whee! thank God for great teachers, esp in j2 year! indeed, God is good, all the time.
oooh. ck's gonna go shopping at chinatown together aft workshop the following sat. hahahah. so kewl. i never expected SHOPPING of all things to be an official activity! lol. i was quite amused when mei told me, i was sure i heard wrongly. but what's the point lah. mummy isn't allowing me to get new year clothes cos she says i've bought too many clothes this past year. but it's only 6 articles of clothing lah! not alot what. but she says i'm not even working, why do i need so many clothes for. =( booo. i hope she changes her mind (highly unlikely though)
finally decided to lock my blog. then realised that i can't do it cos i'm using blogspot! so annoying. i'll switch to diary-x soon. when i feel like it. i'm getting sick of my layout anyway.
it's when you reflect and look back that you cringe at your own foolishness, the so inappropriate things that you have done or said last time. but then you know that if you hadn't embarrassed yourself then, you wouldn't have grown up. you would never have learnt. maybe those incidents though embarrassing, are not that bad after all.
lol. obviously i was reflecting a little and thinking of my sec 1/2 times. *groan. can't believe i did so many stupid things. so embarrassing. but i think really the only people or rather, person that rmbers you doing those things is you yourself lah. hahaha. unless it was really that bad. so yeah. doing stupid things is part of growing up, just learn frm them and get over it i guess. hah. don't even know what i'm talking about lah. so incoherent.
and maybe, i'm finally learning to let go. finally accepting that it's really quite impossible. finally realising that the miles between us are quite insurmountable. finally letting go. perhaps, i'm taking those tiny baby steps towards forgetting. but must it really end this way?
love, huili.
princess*
huili
seventeen
29th Nov
hcjc.nygh.phpps
pink.orange.yellow.green
dolphins.meerkats
wishingforyouonafallingstar*
brand new wadrobe (HAH!)
shades
gold charles&keith heels
esprit cargo pants
mango basic tops
*HUGS* TOTAL!
give huili more
*HUGS*
Get hugs of your
own