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you make me
high
drunk
INTOXICATED
***
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
8:54 PM
was feeling moody last night. felt stupid, depressed, at a loss. but thank you and you for listening. i shall take your advice and shall attempt to blog abt it.
sometimes these things just hit u by surprise. u think life's going all peachy for u when sth happens n u realise it's not. then u realise tt u wanna tell someone, look arnd, and realise there's no one. maybe it's cos u're afraid of bein hurt again. afraid tt u'll just end up embarrassed, looking stupid and being laughed at. so u don't say anything. u keep it all to urself. and pray someone cares enuff to realise sth's amiss and ask what's wrong. but when tt doesn't happen.. u just feel depressed n start the whole self-doubt thing. and tt leads to a vicious cycle. u wanna get out of that cycle, but u can't. it's trapped u. but somehow life still has to move on. and u just try to pick urself up, and move on wif a smile. but the hurt's still there. buried. waiting to resurface one day when more and more hurt gets piled on top until the pressure's too great and everything erupts. i hope tt day will never come.
blah. it's ok if u don't understand all this. i just wanted to get it out of my system. no one was supposed to understand this. so just ignore this entry. and go do my johari window for me! haha.
hey. i don't really feel better yet. but maybe i will after awhile. meanwhile, thx (: oh and today was a better day (:
love, huili.
princess*
huili
seventeen
29th Nov
hcjc.nygh.phpps
pink.orange.yellow.green
dolphins.meerkats
wishingforyouonafallingstar*
brand new wadrobe (HAH!)
shades
gold charles&keith heels
esprit cargo pants
mango basic tops
*HUGS* TOTAL!
give huili more
*HUGS*
Get hugs of your
own
