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Monday, May 08, 2006
9:30 PM

busy week over (: slack week started ((: HAHA. i promised garbie i'll blog abt concert and class day so yupp. here i am. but suddenly all my inspiration has vanished after i researched for bio independent learning. blehhh.

ok i typed tt last night. shall start blogging properly now. hmm. last night was well. eventful. k maybe that's not the right word. but oh well. i'm not supposed to be blogging abt that. so anw. back to harmoc concert. so we were let off at 12. but garbie and i wanted to stay for bio lect. so aft bio lect we ~~slowly strolled~~ chionged to the drama centre. everyone was alr in position; they were gg to start first full dress rehearsal. garbie and i quickly rushed to change and when we were ready they alr started pavane. lala. first rehearsal was abit luan4 la. every1 was everywhere. we still took too long and were too noisy clearing stage, piano not v in position blah blah. but garbie and i found another love pillar! (: in addition to the one we discovered during rehearsal on tues (: haha. so we have 2 love pillars, one on each side of the stage! 2nd full dress rehearsal went better. but we were running out of time. think esther and hongpei esp were like panicking. so we rushed to eat and quickly ran behind the curtains to wait for the drama centre to fill up. was quite nervous behind the curtains lah. i think it was the general mood then. when the drama centre was 3/4 full, we began our concert. RADETSKY MARCH! i love that piece. its so lively and full of energy. perfect opening and encore piece (: then we had pavane, my section piece, blah blah (can't rly rmb everything). i rmb tt i was feeling pretty sad halfway thru the concert cos well, it was coming to an end soon and i dint want it to. rly understood what "tai shang yi fen zhong, tai xia shi nian gong" meant. and not only that. but i was quite surprised to find myself missing all the rehearsals and the practices. i guess its cos harmoc pple are rly friendly and sweet (: and even though i complained a whole lot whenever there were practices (esp on saturdays!), i know deep down i never regretted joining, maybe i even regret not joining harmoc earlier, and not being serious abt it until a few mths before concert.

yupp. i never thought i'd say this but harmoc did make my past few mths in school abit more enjoyable (: and thank u harmoc pple for being so warm and welcoming and friendly to a slacker like me. haha. special mention to: section 3 j2s! - kimberle, wu juan, shen ying, shengtao, hongpei, yunting. and also esther, xueyi, max, huifang. (: and of course, my DEAREST GARBIE (: for all the backstage talks, all the laughter, for sticking by me throughout all the practs and rehearsals. i think we grew alot closer cos of harmoc, so that's 1 more (major) reason why i don't regret joining (: let's jiayou for arts fest k garbie? we'll still get our 8/8 for phys spa skill a. haha. and thank u everyone who bothered to come down for the concert (: it meant alot!

now class day. cldn't join the class in the day activity but glad most if not all of u had fun, even though there was some unhappiness at the beginning. i think the pics shld do the talking, so go see fel's pics and whoever else that took pics (pls upload them!). i did enjoy myself that night (: special thanks to mrs lim, ms tan and mr lee for taking time off to grace our event (: haven't rly gotten my thoughts abt class day sorted out yet. will do so in due time, and maybe then i'll blog abt it. but i enjoyed class day ALOT. special thank yous to all who made it possible, esp to those who were involved in the organising. pyramid game was super fun! haha. and yayy. haagen dazs treat (: i still want ben and jerry's though. i like our HI138 (it's HI138, not HI139 fel!) picture alot (: whee! lovelovelove HI138! ((: yupps. i guess i'm really not v coherent abt class day. like i said, my thoughts havent been sorted out properly. just realised i've alot to complete today. shall get off the comp and start on the HUGE stack of work. but before that, i think 05s75 is really quite a united class, so rock on 75! we rock. we stone (:

u say u've got no time. but is tt rly the case. or are u just pushing us away. because if u're not, why is it tt we get the feeling u are? it miffed us pretty much to realise tt u've not been as busy as we thought u were. i dunno. it seems like u're pushing us away, like we don't matter anymore. like our frenship doesn't mean anything to you. like you don't want to invest another second of ur precious time into our frenship. we thought we mattered. we thought that even if we werent your best friends, we were good friends at least. it hurts. alot. and it was very very disappointing to discover all this. i guess time will tell. time will tell whether our frenship matters to you. if it doesn't, i'm prepared to let you walk out of my life. it'll hurt alot. but chang tong bu ru duan tong. we have been the ones putting in the effort. you've been the one pushing us away. we did our best. you didn't. maybe your frenship isn't tt precious anymore. and maybe you dun even visit my blog anymore. i give up.

love, huili.