you make me
high
drunk
INTOXICATED
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Monday, May 22, 2006
9:50 PM
[edited on 24th May (right at the bottom)]
wanted to update ytd. but got caught up reading all my past entries. therefore, i did not do my phys tut. oh man. did i just type "therefore"? sheesh. anyway. i've nothing to blog about; inspiration to blog did come sometime during the past week but then it fleww away just a quickly as it came. ah wells.
j1s are having sabbaticals noww =( i wanttt! its not fair that they get one whole week and we only got 3 days last year. ok, i think i've whined enough about this le. haha. but i miss ocean ambassadors prog! it was supersupersuper fun! (: heard frm ms soh it's only 2 days this year so... lala. that's a little comfort. i miss underwater world! i wish we cld haf continued doing cip there, but it's abit impractical and meaningless lah. cos it's not really cip, i think we're doing it more because we want to cos we enjoy it and not cos we're contributing back to community. i don't know, but being arnd sea animals makes me happy (: dolphins are my love! but i wonder if being a marine biologist is the right option. i mean, its not only impractical (in spore at least), i don't know if my passion can really sustain me throughout my entire course of study, not to mention job. i mean there'll definitely be boring parts like studying about plankton (HORRORS!)and all the itty bitty crustaceans, but can my love and passion for sea mammals + dolphins carry me thru these boring moments? i wonder. i think i need to find out more abt the curriculum and job scope for marine biologists, before i decide. but as of now, i really don't know what i want to do besides this. and even the passion for this is dwindling low. sighhh. sometimes i wish i still had that super strong conviction to be a doctor which lasted thru my sec4 and j1 years. but TAG made me see things, and i decided that being a doctor doesn't suit me. i don't truly have that longing to heal the sick, the compassion for patients, the patience to treat others, and the courage to treat really ill people, like pple wif cancer or other terminal diseases. i dunno. i think i'll go into depression or something if my patient dies on me. so yupp. no medicine. i think. AHHH. i dunno LAH.
there is no way i'm going to be able to finish studying for blocktest2. no freaking way i tell you, not when the whole syllabus is covered and at most i've only got 4 weeks. this makes it 1 week per subject, not to mention the stupid gp homework we've got. and like it's ever possible to finish the entire phys/chem syllabus in 1 week. let's not even go into bio. so whatever. i'm gonna just do my best. no point getting all stressed now. i'll keep that for later in the year. yupp. so i'm not going to whine about not being able to finish studying, not going to panic and hyperventilate. YEAH RIGHT.
[edit]heh. forgot to reply tags. so yupp. here i am(:
yahting: haha. yupps. thx(:
fel: AIYOOOO. den u better watch more tv and dun reflect so much! haha. but mm. spending time wif urself is good cos u dun haf to wry abt how ure behaving n whether it'll piss/offend/hurt others.
garbie: wowww. rare tag. HAHA.
rach: hey! erps. i confess i dun rly read ur blog anymore. but i shall still try to visit it occasionally (: hows aussie?
wits: haha. thankyouuu. if i had as much free time as u, i'd go search for ur blog too. but i don't. haha.
max: HEY! erps =x why u rmb this kind of things?! haha. yayy. phpps! (:
huiling: (: thx for the encouraging tagg (:
matilda: HAHA. i havent visited urs in ages too xp NOOOOO. its either 2 linden drive or 21! not 12! heh. now tt i think of it, i think it's 2 linden drive. 21 linden drive is the boarding sch rite?haha.
bren: but the guys are much smarterrr =(
waye: oh my goodness really?!!? oh mannn. u still keep in touch wif him? i miss him and his merlion blood and jian fei ji huas! booo.
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