you make me
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drunk
INTOXICATED
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Saturday, July 15, 2006
3:54 PM
oh my goodness.
my head is throbbing from all the information that's swamping my brain.
i wish i had older siblings to advise me on what courses to take, what unis to go to =(
but i don't.
so i have to go seek advice myself, and figure everything out by myself.
BOOOOO.
the MOE tea session was erm.
it just made me even more repelled by the idea of taking a teaching scholarship.
i think i won't take a teaching scholarship.
im just really uncomfortable with the whole idea of taking the teaching scholarship just because it's a scholarship.
it's just... unethical.
unless sometime this year some inspiration hits me and i suddenly find teaching a tad bit more enjoyable, i don't think it's right for me to take a teaching scholarship.
met caleb at the tea session.
he couldn't recognise me!
anw, he's a psc scholar (!!!) with MOE as his parent ministry.
good for him, since he sincerely loves teaching.
talked to him for quite a bit, and learnt alot.
i think i've made up my mind to go to US to study, not UK.
spent the entire afternoon looking at all the websites of the unis, narrowed down to 8 choices so far.
harvard (well, who knows?!), princeton, yale, u.penn, duke, dartmouth, u.mich, and erm.. nus (if i can't get an overseas scholarship)
but my SATS are screwed.
and why do some unis require TOEFL! =(
shitified. this just means i have to take and ace 3 major exams in the next half of the year.
no, make that 4, including prelims.
ARGHHH.
stupid me.
why didn't i research my options earlier.
oh and i'll prob do biochem.
am really tempted to do econs/philosophy, but i'm super scared i won't like them.
since i've absolutely no experience with the subjects whatsoever.
wanted to do math, but it's like so lame.
can you imagine if pple ask "what are you majoring in"
and you go "MATH" -.-
can someone just please tell me what course to study.
but biochem's the most likely one now.
think i shall go visit the US education information centre before this month is up.
there's all you need to know abt US universities there.
and even pple to advise you.
and also help to prepare you for SATS, TOEFL etc.
and a resource library.
ANYONE WANNA COME WITH ME?! =D
oh and the US fair is on 21st sep.
i think i'm remotely excited about this whole thing.
even though it involves so much thinking.
and self-searching.
love, huili.
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